Monday, September 04, 2006

That rooster crows a thousand times a day.

Thank you Wellspring. I needed some community yesterday. Needed it more than I realised. I felt called to Mainstreet yesterday. I certainly did not feel that I wanted to be in church. I didn't feel blessed and chosen. I didn't feel charitable and giving. I didn't feel at peace and harmony with the universe. I came and needed to listen. And while Ken is explaining the ways we deny Christ. I'm thinking of a thousand ways that my life has gone a diferent direction than what was intended. And while Ken is explaining the ways we deny Christ. I'm trying to analyse my personal issues and how I can get them back on track. And while Ken is explaining the ways we deny Christ. I'm wondering if my hurt and pain will ever go away. And while Ken is explaining the ways we deny Christ. I'm looking at 40 and wondering if this is all I have to look forward to. And while Ken is explaining the ways we deny Christ. I'm wondering if my house is ever going to sell. And while Ken is explaining the ways we deny Christ. ....

That rooster crows a thousand times a day and I cannot even hear it anymore.

I realised this about 5 am this morning. Ken has a big echo and what we may not hear at first, may be heard as it is reflected back.

2 comments:

juli said...

wow. thank you john for sharing that...i'm humbled again.


thank you. thank you. thank you.

a thousand times thank you.

KC said...

I ditto the "wow."